I have been in love with music since I was a little girl. I used to own the stage as a young girl n now my comfort zone is in a studio. I've been writing poems n songs before i was even a teenager. My mom used to say I was too grown up in my lyrics...she was right.
I aM a SoNg WrIteR/PoEt
LyRiCs To TeLL YoU ThOuGhtS HeR LiPs MaY NeVeR SaY...
Ok...So HeRe iS oNe Or TwO oF ThEm ThAt I HaVe On My CoMpUteR ThAt I HaVe WriTtEn For PeOpLe ...
ENJOY!
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If I could go back and was given a choice
I’d do it all over again with arms wide open
Just to hear the happiness one more time in my own voice
Instead of the piercing pain in a tune of a heart so broken
If I could explain how scared he has made me
I’d have a thousand reasons as to why I haven’t fallen in love again
If I could make believe that my body could tame me
I’d have a conclusion as to why I kiss on good friends as I play pretend
Just listen…
You see everytime you kiss me
You have my body feeling like it’s in a subtle trance
I look in your eyes and imagine
All I want is for him to take the lead to this dance
You place your hands all over me
Somehow I’m enamored with the vulgar sweet things you say...like a dictated sensation
You know exactly where you have me & as you caress her slightly
I go in a psychological state induced by a magical incantation
A long drive home…then I start looking at the bigger picture
I’m tired of kissing on each other…it’s like lust without a true meaning
I know there are times just like me you feel alone…if left in my hands I’d configure
Mold in some emotion…Damn I need to stop dreaming
She tells me how we met makes for a real love story
I tell her to stop smiling ..it wont happen…that there isn’t much to hold to
I seem to be confused on the thoughts you’re having towards me
I say we cannot touch but all I’m craving is to hold you
I let time pass and invited you into my comfort zone
The only place I had to myself..but I figured things may fall into place
I knew what was at stake when we'd be all alone
And somehow I lost myself now I'm scared...I feel as though my scars may be retraced
Sometimes it seems like your words are just words
And sometimes I'm forced to analyze them due to the person that you are
You may not realize that your tactics sometimes hurt
Darling I think this has gone way too far
A part of me wants to leave so quietly without contention
And disappear without a sound for our own good
But the other half of me wants to scream for your attention
Tell me not to go...so I'm not left misunderstood.
~Natalie D.~
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Untitled
I sit here screaming wishing you could hear me... “I beg of you to stop please
I don’t know how to tell you that I can’t take this any longer
Baby don’t you see that your life shouldn’t have to be constant tease
The more you stray into this seductive craze … the agony only gets stronger…
At night I lay in bed n wonder with my eyes half open half closed
With my mind playing tricks on me I can see it like a silver screen
How can you ask me to think positive and to keep myself composed
When I can envision only the worst in my mind on replay like a movie scene
I try to think of good times to smile for a sweet second but all it makes me do is cry
I can picture myself alone and having only those times to turn to
How much more can I do to prove I’d give myself to you only if you would try
To give into me completely and let me be your strength to help you see things through…
Please let go of your infatuation to have a perfect life that never truly exists
Live for every minute and for those who’ve lived for you for years
All I’ve ever needed from you was your presence…don’t make me worry like this
I love you too much to let you die and live only within the fallen story of my tears."
~Natalie D.~
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"Love Is War"-Song
Verse 1
Baby I'm through with the cryin
Seems i'm always tryin
To keep us close together
But do you even call yourself mine
Tell me what happened to the
All the times we used to
Kiss and hold each other
Did they fade away with time
Hook
Arguing constantly
Lovin and hating me
Got me debating here
Is this love worth fighting for
The things you say to me
Kissin then hurting me
Then makin love to me
Tell me why our love is war
Verse2
Boy I'm done dealing with you
And all the pain you put me through
All the while I was by your side
You gave me part time love
Boy you've taken all of me
And you've had the best of me
Tearin up on the inside
I think I've had enough
Bridge
I've been in this battle way too long
I need some time to breathe
I've given you space when I wasn't strong
Boy what about me
What about...
All the things i've done for you
All that I've put up with you
All the times i've cried for you
Boy what about me
What about...
ALl the times i've lied for you
Sitting at home waiting for you
When I tell you I love you
Boy what about me
~Natalie D.~
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Curious "Song"
Verse 1
Curious if you still love me
I'd give the whole world to see you cry
Beg me to give your lovin
Just one more try
Curious if you're gonna leave her
And realize I'm supposed to be yours
The void you are feeling when you're with her
You know that I'm your cure
Hook
So let me love you..love you
I'll show you that the truth is
That I love you ...still love you
I showed you what true love is
Reconstruct this twisted love affair..oh
Verse2
Curious if my eyes are spinnin
Round and round inside your head
I know you wish you could
Love me...instead
Curious if you still picture
My lips when you're kissing up on hers
Why promise all your love to her
when your heart is unsure
Hook
Bridge
She could never ever understand
Me and you forever was teh plan
So come back boy let's touch again
Curiosity has taken over
I can care less about the things you told her
Come back and let me love again
~Natalie D. ~
